Hi Tumblr, it’s been a while.
My brain feels like it was just yesterday since I have logged on to blog but in reality, it’s truly been several years. Crazy how things tend to turn out, isn’t it?
You may be asking: Why? Why all of a sudden how I rejoined the human race in the digital world of blogging? Well, to simply put it into my own words, life sucks but anxiety sucks more.
Sleepless nights and dark circles under my eyes are nothing new to me. Usually coffee and a little bit of makeup hide my tired eyes from revealing how little sleep I get some nights. It is all because anxiety is a life-ruining, at times a mentally crippling bitch, who loves to toy with me.
Here is a perfect example of how my anxious brain is when anxiety rises up and rears it’s ugly 3-headed head, like Fluffy, in Harry Potter:
Being wide awake but my mind feels like it is going 0-100mph with thoughts. Thoughts that aren’t harmful or are really anything to be mentioned but thoughts regardless.
F u c k i n g.
ENDLESS.
Thoughts.
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